Short letter #1: Forgive my 18
From: 040721
To: 18th years old me
Dear my pass me,
I am resting on the armchair, dealing with the southwest, and getting my mom lumps rice. Recently I have finished a talk that discussed internships. You will head-on as quickly as possible. I seem so enthusiastic to work it. Unfortunately, I am a bit upset. I am scared if there are no places to welcome me and I am running to be left behind by others. Those are the points I constantly bring since back then. Luckily, I am tougher than you. Facing tons of sacrificed with my mommy, shouting my dad loudly, and justifying myself. Thus, occasionally, cause me awful. But what made you play back then?
I remind you were horrible. You would become furious at your deepest soul, calmly. You used to hate home and did not watch what was passing on there. Honestly, so do I. Happily, those very seldom appear to me. Today, I ever return back pictures that bring me here. When something pulls me down, I shout “IT IS OKEY!!!” indeed not okay. I take it is very often until headache. Then I ran to hit the sack. I count on myself now that I am possible to correct it. Remember when you have the poor atmosphere in the finest status. This means that individuals might consider you are the fortunate ones, but everybody drags you down on the melancholy.
No controlled over you. Hence you had left behind. You had aimed to be a chilly person among them. You succeeded! But just on the border of organization. Unhappily, in that organization indeed you fall. You could not be a spokesperson with the confidence of attitude. Just for the purpose of organization you brought everywhere. Now I am realizing, if you could not study well owing to organization movements, you are mistaken. That is all about time management. I do not put bad luck on myself when high school. Juts pity on me that always dies in the same pocket.
Dear, you take me here owing to Allah. You have figured out that all is a responsibility. Almost all have made on time. I see your progress today. But the note does not be conceited. Become an empty glass will let you warm. You doubtless look at the same point as before, but you are just a different character that fit for accepting. Just be that, yourself with full of responsibilities.
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